So many days and nights that I had been through, it won't stop my mind from thinking about you. The flashback of happy and sad memories, made your shadows alive in my mind. How you came into my life had arisen me from my darkest moment. The warmth of your body had made me feel secure by your side. Your scent had brighten my day. Your voice had been recorded well in my ears, how you whisper words that would always made me feel calm in all kind of situations. Your gestures that had showed me the signs of your love and made me feel that I'm the luckiest girl in the world.
But after I opened my eyes, you disappeared, leading me back to my darkest moment with much more pain. You had made my life empty. You made me wandering in the coldest desert of mind. A left me in the blizzard of the coldest heart. All this time, I had been dreaming to much. I have been misjudging the wrong thing. You are not as what I had expected. It is time to forget you, even though my mind wouldn't stop thinking about you. I know I would be missing the 'you' that I know. But I had to forget you, even though I am still stuck with all of those memories you gave me. I am still the same me you used to know. I will always be missing you.
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