Everybody loves ice cream.Tasty, cold, and delicious are the reason why people loves ice cream. Ice cream, a snack that will be finished quickly. But nevertheless, there's this one ice cream that made you feel it's taking forever to be finished. It is the chocolate mousse royal ice cream of a popular worldwide brand. One of the most delicious ice cream in the world.
Buying that ice cream was already planned, since before she arrives that place. She was very happy because she had been craving for that ice cream since a week ago and finally she has a reason to go to that shop and buy ice cream. The reason that changes her happy mood into a total disappointment mood.
The moment she arrives at the shop, suddenly there was a change of plan. She had anticipated this kind of situation, she had knew, and she was ready. But yet when it happened, she still felt that stinging pain, punching her heart. That very moment, she couldn't move and try to calm herself down. Extreme disappointment in which she already knew that it was going to happen. But still, she remained calm. She didn't blame anyone but herself. She told herself that it can't be helped.
She decided to buy the ice cream that she had been craving for, since she was already at the shop. She looks to every flavor that was provided by the shop, but yet Chocolate Mousse Royal was the one she could focus on. Not because it was the most eye catching, but because her mind was messed up and all she could think of is just to buy the ice cream.
Why did she buy the ice cream? Was it because she was craving it since a week ago? At first, it was that; before her heart stings her. She just had to buy the ice cream. The ice cream that she thinks will calm her heart through its coldness. The ice cream that used to cool her down whenever she's in pain. But not this time, this time the ice cream trick didn't work.
After she had bought the ice cream, she gulped spoon by spoon in a very slow movement. She was striving really hard so that tears won't fall from her eyes, striving so that she won't blame anyone, striving so that she can take it sincerely. Suddenly she paused after couple of bites, her mind wanders, asking God whether her future would be really happy since she had to suffer this kind of pain again and again. She asked God, what she had done wrong to be given this kind of punishment. She couldn't hold the pain. The ice cream couldn't help her cool down her mind.
She continued biting bit by bit of her ice cream, it still couldn't help her. All she wanted to do was to go home. She couldn't take it anymore. She was hurt real bad. Her pride had gone really far below. However, the ice cream seemed to be there forever. The more she bites, the more she couldn't finish it. It seems as if it was an eternal ice cream. She was struggling alone fighting her emotions. She was keeping herself from falling deeper. But then as soon as someone sees her, she hid everything. She smiled as wide as she can, so that it looks convincing as if nothing happens. No one noticed what had happened to her. She was enduring her pain, enduring her pride being pushed too low, enduring every single thing that kills her. However, she still thinks that it was part of her fault. She can not blame anyone.