Selfish Human Being

God, I wonder if I'm being too selfish with You.
I kept demanding a lot of things from You, but yet I can't give back anything in return.
One by one, You answered my prayers, and yet I kept asking for more.
Sometimes, I would forget You, sometimes, I am not grateful to You.
I am truly sorry God.

My heart kept asking things to make myself happy.
My brain kept telling me to ask things that makes me smile.
But however, these conscience of mine feels so selfish whenever I ask Thee. 
Because I constantly kept asking things. 

I tried my best to be with You. 
For if I forgot you, I become completely clueless.
My mind will not be at peace.
I become someone who is too sensitive in everything.

Ya Allah, Ya Rabbi.
Forgive me, please guide me to be a better person than before.
A person, who will always remembers You.
A person with a character that You like.
Make me a grateful person,
Don't let me be astray

Keep on watching over me, ya Allah.
Remind me if I do things that You hate.
Only to You, I ask things. 
Only to Your guidance, I follow.